April 2010
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You were the same clothes all the time and you're...
major clinical depression does that to you, yeah i tend to act differently every time group dynamics change, and half the time people think its weird. i really dont care, quite honestly i just live. If my clothing repetition bothers you that much, feel free to donate? that would be awesome.
sounds like you pay alot of attention to me, in somewhat of a creepy way, im kind of hoping i at least know...
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March 2010
Six months off the bad behavior.
when i close my eyes i see the terrible images of raped and slaughtered women
the brave soldiers fighting that are shot down, then undignified by the swine.
the rope of an abandoned child who never found his way.
the horrific dismembered bodies of those who suffered under genocide.
my mind is stained to see horrific images for a week, which will increase until the detox is complete
i dont...
(Breathe in, breathe out)
Let them all fold, let them all fold.
i love you baby:)
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:( i want to be okay.
i just want to be okay.
im scared
im nervous
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i wont be in bed at 12, baby
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You shouldn't be so hard on yourself, youre a good...
i have my own high expectations of myself, i almost never meet them. my past makes me push harder for a better future, in stead, my depression makes me sit and wait as good things pass me by. sometimes im a horrible person. but thats my own opinion, thank you though, that means alot
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i blame my lack of sleep i will recieve tonight entirely on the alcohol.
but im sober so thats just ironic.
im in pain, again.
depression found its way around the prozac. everything hurts. everything aches. everything is fucking insane
i want to curl up into a little ball and cry
this weekend when i was home alone and my chest hurt, i screamed out to just make my heart stop beating. and then...
nataliebootlah:
I love my baby. <3
i love you more:)
not happy.
horrible night.
worse morning.
headache, chest pain, spending the night wide awake.
i have more than 3 projects to do today, and aparently someone i dont even know wants to beat the shit out of me because of something chris said.
cooool.
no one is really talking, so i guess im just going to figure everything out on my own.
peace tumblr.
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i love the dearr hunterrr:)
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i love you. :D<3333
i dislike myself.
detox=fail.
ill never be anything more than an orange bottle.
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peaceee world
hah. alayna, you know nothing about me!
You don't know me.
alaynabrianne:
okayfinethen2:
alaynabrianne:
You can go ahead and have your opinion on me, and the decisions I make. But if you feel the need to say something to me, call me a whore, call me dumb, have the fucking balls to say it to my face. You don’t know anything.
but i know everything… you dont know me!
Nah bitch, you don’t know my life! False, I know you.
where was i born...
today was interesting.
but fun and im actually glad school is back, i get to see errryone again.
lame though, homework on the first day. fuck that shit.
oh well. i guess im not doinn it
but this girl is making meh happy. really. really. happy.
today was amazing, and it meant alot to me, and im glad we got to talk alott, we usually never do all that much and im so glad we didd.
i feel more...
You don't know me.
alaynabrianne:
You can go ahead and have your opinion on me, and the decisions I make. But if you feel the need to say something to me, call me a whore, call me dumb, have the fucking balls to say it to my face. You don’t know anything.
but i know everything… you dont know me!
today was freaking amazing with you. i shouldsay tonight though, but still.
i know we never “do much”, but everything that occurs when i come to your house everytime makes me smile, even when some people dont understand
the truth is that i dont really ever care what were doing, as long as im with you.
i love you so much baby.
birthday in two dayss, i got all yo presants kindaa.
oh...
i love you.
seriously:)
i love you.
i guess i kinda already knew you were a whore when we dated, but i figured i could change you
maybe make you like you always talked about.
that was a year ago too.
i guess i was clingy to something i couldnt have, and then you came along and it seemed liek a way to fix things, maybe relax and settle down.
you always suprised me at first, no one liked me and you did. no one really listened...
Oldschool halifax
its been almost a year since shit happened.
shit that almost made me kick off all together.
i still miss you a little i guess, hardly, but still alittle.
i guess some things wont ever be the same, and thats fine, its better that way for both of us.
i hope you have a good life man, im not sure where youre headed, i guess ive never had a clue, but i know you can be successful if you pull your...
oh how hard it was without you today.
im not okay today.
Bye.
nataliebootlah:
I fucking hate fighting.
day three
im not sad.
im just not happy
going to shoot guns an bowl tomorrow
i should be excited
i dont think they should let people like me shoot guns
who gives a fuck, oh well.
wednesday i have tests run
i dont know what to expect
they could tell me i have 3 months to live, they could say i wont live past 20 or i could just be completely fine
i dont know how i would tell anyone about that shit
i...
Duermete makes me smile and think about herr:)
I like it when i think about you and i taste you on my lips
focalin is the best chris.
just kidding, it sucks dick. i used to make lines and snort it cause i was bored last year.
not that great of a day?
i dont really care.
this shit always happens.
monique, i need my quarter sac broooooo.
i just realized that i dont like mainstream things that much
kinda like girls who are all like “i want a tat of a brid so i can be an individual” well, sorry, thats just completely the opposite.
people who are like “oh yeah, i love kings of leon so much” well, thats cool. but theyve been around for longer than youve even been alive and you only know them because they...
Medicine, good close friends, and her. The things that keep me alive. Family is slowly moving up
